What have I Become

Click Click he’s cloaking me
As he walks down the crowded line
I picture in my mind all the dead bodies that im going to see within the length of time
Some body’s going to die.

As he fires the first shot at fort Sumter
I just know in the back of my mind this shot
Has caused hell as bodies’ drop I just know there’s going to be pain in family’s minds when they find out that there husbands and sons or dead.

Boom Bang as I hear a shot
And a bullet comes right to my master I just know he’s dead
As he hits the ground I fall hard
And the last bullet is fired from me
I just know in the back of my mind
My bullet has caused this war
And has caused my master to die
And caused my master family a whole lot of pain

At the end of the war my one shot
Well still be that shot fired at fort Sumter
And caused the civil war and caused
A lot of people hardtack and pain
And caused thousands of people to lay wounded and dead
And still I have to live with all this pain
Knowing my shot caused everything

To much to Handle

I am a witness to pain
I look down and see blood everywhere
All this hurt is making me insane
I wish I could leave and go somewhere
Somebody please help me


Why do we have to do this?
We are all equals killing each other
I wish we would stop and just come together and be brothers somebody
Please help me


Please stop this hurt
Hear me from the inside out
Before we all get buried into the dart
That’s all I’ve been trying to call out
Somebody please help


These people are dying one by one
And all I can do is sit there
All I hear is a violent gun leaving dead people
Lying by Themselves
Somebody please help me!

The time that i was involved in a fight was this past year with my x-best friend. All this led up because ,her so called boy friend wonted to go out with me and she thought that I wonted to talk to him to i told her no and i left it along. And then she kept on going around school talking about she was going to beat my butt i didnt care about all that intill she started talking about my dead child talking about the reasom why she was dead cause i wasted a good mom andt hat i didnt no who my baby daddy was and thats why my baby was ugly and so i could'nt take nomore and one thing led to another.The outcome of this fight led me to getting put out of school getting put on house arrest and probation and having to pay for her hospital bills this fight led down hill for me and this person we dont talk to eachother no more the lesson that i learned from this is no matter what some ones says no matter how far some ones pushes you to that point dont drop to there level because at the end of the day is just going to hart you.